So let’s hold onto the sides.

Went to the cancer hospital here, and cannot tell you how much better I felt speaking to the administrator there. She was can do, helpful, recommended an oncologist, I will see him on Saturday, I can get the tests done on Monday.

Wrangling the fucking test results from my UK doc however seems to be a completely different affair. For fuck’s sake. And thank you Chrissie

Forcing myself to eat something right now – literally choking on it, but I am doing it.

I do not have a death sentence today. And need to remember that. I do however have urges to declare undying love to various angels that are appearing in my life. The woman at the clinic today, the wonderful work colleague who is bringing me to all these places (I’ve just met him – and he runs the mental health/psychosocial program….gotta laugh)….