Thats for a whole day…incredible really. Night times can be a bit rough, but being with The Man does help that a lot…

Its all OK today. All the things I had that made me very, very happy before, I still have. I am healthy today, I feel good, I am alive in every sense. I am slowly coming to terms with this, having this space from the kids (the little ones) is making an enormous difference – I can just be today. And that feels really good.

I can and will heal – I cannot predict the outcome, but then none of us can in their lives – I just have a more acute focus on it for now. I get this feeling of peace a lot through this – sometimes feeling happy, sometimes sad, but the feeling nonetheless.

And just back with a huge plate of fish and chips.