Two days to go – in fact, this time in 2 days I will have had my chemo and have an idea of what it’s all about. Those of you who are asking me details on the actual chemo session are making me laugh – I have no bloody idea either :). Will tell you…

Currently on the plane, we’ve just taken off from Amman. Only 45 mins late. Yesterday’s flight was apparently cancelled and a ton of people from that flight were jostling to get on this one – no guarantee they would get a seat – WTF?! Anyway – on my way back home to see the kids…

And my first chemo. We just got the date today from the transport company who go cross border. So as I sit with a drip in my arm in London I will be closely following the progress. Weird.  Feeling sad today and so very, very tired. Feeling sorry for myself would probably be more apt….

The start of my working week here, I leave to go back to London at the end of it – Friday 11th Sept. Yes, I am flying from the Middle East on 9/11 – on the plus side I imagine the flight will be quite empty…. My little children arrive back to the UK today after…

Plus sides of chemo….yes, I may end up bald but that means all over, right?!? 12 days until I start. But who’s counting  Still in Amman, still smitten, still working like mad, still wondering about the next phase of my life, still have cancer and still living with it.