The Man just landed in Amman, and I am home in bed with Aissa watching Cinderella. Amazingly cute. Yannis on a sleepover so super excited, packed and ready to go an hour beforehand, Hayley working tonight so just me and Aissa and it’s great. We never get this kind of time so it’s very precious.

The haze continues to stay away, the tiredness and spaciness remain. Chemo aside, 4 nights of hardly any sleep would do that. But the dark has also gone – huge sigh of relief. 

My sense of humor may even return at some point. I will right now though happily take cuteness with my wonderful daughter and not being scared to go to sleep.