And I have 2 weeks and 2 days to enjoy not being in a horrible chemo haze/full on side effects – yippppeeeee!!!!! I have just come into week 3 post the last chemo, which is the ‘good’ week (yes, it is all so very, very relative) and since I delayed the start of the next chemo round I may actually have 2 good weeks. I literally cannot tell you how exciting that is – I feel like a normal (bald) human being again – it feels like a long time since I have felt this way. I missed the last 2 round of good week 3’s because of the insomnia so it has been a while….

I feel optimistic, excited, positive, tired, but normally tired as opposed to suicidally so and most importantly, happy. I am very, very happy. I can connect again to the gratitude for all the incredible things in my life, I can see the brightness again and I believe with every fibre that I will overcome this cancer. In fact I believe I am well on the way to overcoming it – I can quite literally connect to the healing process and it is very powerful.