You know what – I rock!

I quite literally only realised as I was talking to my wonderful acupuncturist earlier, what I am doing. I mean in terms of next steps.

I am completely and utterly changing my life, from all that I have known and is familiar over the past 26 years. I’ve left partners and husbands, I’ve changed countries and a million other things, but I have always had a home, been the primary caregiver and provider for my children and built and re-built careers. 

Now, I will have no home, I will not be the primary provider and caregiver, and fuck my career. I have used up any small pots of my financial reserves, and I will be doing well to be left with $10,000 by the time I head to Thailand. As in, that will quite literally be all I have in the world in terms of any sort of financial back up. 

Ha! It is terrifying and exhilarating at the same time. One or all of you may well find me at your doorstep one day, ready to move in 🙂