Until I have breakfast with the kids and their dad in Heathrow and then say goodbye to them all!

After months of preparation with them, from me and Hayley dealing with multiple daily meltdowns in stereo, to family conferences discussing all the changes, to all of us sobbing together, we have got to a place where the kids are now super excited to go and live with there dad. Amazing. 

We are in Kenya and it’s like we never left. Brilliant holiday with the gang all together and again the timing is just perfect. To have the kids go to their dad after this holiday couldn’t be better. They see that this is what our times together will be like for the next while – holidays and fun – and go to their dad on a high. Plus, see that we always stay connected to those who are closest to us. Fantastic.

I am managing to get some rest – but on my very, very last bits of emotional giving energy. Hopefully enough left to carry them through until 26th!! I am drained, physically and emotionally – one hell of a fucking journey to get us to here – and so very worth it. But bloody hell do I need to re-charge. 

A couple of weeks back in London to sleep, have fun, sort out the last remaining things and then set off for Thailand! I need to have some energy to actually head there…:). It’s also worked out so beautifully – the house is sorted, Bangkok sorted…yippppeee!!