Provisionally stage 3, the most common type, infiltrating ductal cancer – the one in the milk ducts. And the second lump is also cancerous, it’s spread to the lymph nodes so that is cancer on lymph node T5.
Now I know why I was crying so much…can’t do much of it here in Amman. Thank fuck I’m here – I need to get it together before I get home. And no better distraction than working 15 hours a day….
But, now I know. And if ever it was time for action, then it’s now. I will lean on all you like fuck guys, throughout this journey, so, let’s go!!
Walk with me 
Let the preparations begin – body, mind and soul.
Here, ready and willing to walk the path with you.
Home from work today so call anytime if you need.
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Deep breaths, very deep breaths. And repeat. Grounded and ready for whatever this journey brings. Alongside you, giving your hand a virtual squeeze. Home all day also. Love xx
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Thank you both – I do need a good cry, for a change, but not entirely sure when I will have time for that!!
May well call via skype later this evening – 2 hours ahead of UK, 1 hour ahead of Geneva I think.
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Lean. That’s what we are here for. 6 hours ahead of NY so you can call late, too. Let’s defeat this thing
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Yep, lean as hard as you need. Standing firmly by you. Ready for whatever it takes. Am home til 6.30ish. Xx
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Lean – rest, cry on. Laugh with. Shout at. Be still and quiet with. Have nothing to say to. I am here.
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