So, as the Man pointed out, I will likely be bald and fat. Since I actually got the chemo I will of course get fat…eating a snack every 2 hours is recommended along with the anti nausea meds..:which must mean peanut M&M’s surely?

Right now I feel like I’m stoned, hugely bloated and very tired. The latter I think from being up since 4.30am and the whole emotional roller coaster. 

The chemo – 2 massive syringes of bright red stuff followed by clear stuff. My pee is now red..

Unexpected side effect – constant thoughts of ‘right, gonna kill you fuckers’ to my lumps and similar violent sentiments. There goes my gentle, healing vibe….as we know, chemo kills everything and clearly that energy is taking over for now!

Started this ages ago and now in bed, and need to sleep so good night all and thank you for the love and support xxxx