There are some fantastic hats around – well, head coverings and hats…sadly, on Etsy mostly in the US so a while to ship…but still great. I will do chemo stylish. I went in yesterday with a lace and velvet top, black trousers, boots etc…

Not bad today at all – once I do nothing. But much more gentle this time than last time – I have literally spent the day on the sofa, doing some work, sorting out lots of personal things, spacing out, The Man being wonderful and looking after me so life today is good.

The 6 month pregnant look and really quite extreme discomfort I had last time for the first week or so is not as bad so far – slightly different anti nausea meds and some other stuff to drink. I’ll become an expert by the time I get to the last chemo…

So, feeling vulnerable now heading to bed, but that is the first time I have felt it today so that is not bad at all. Feeling spacey, tired, a bit stoned type feeling, not really looking forward to the night, positive, scared (of just the night), sad, happy…and looking forward to getting lots of hats.