Currently at the airport with the kids, flight delayed 45 mins…however, we’re all happy!

Fuck, what an emotional couple of days! Would be weird if it weren’t I suppose…

But, we’ve done it. All my stuff packed up for either storage or sorting out in my friend’s house before I head to Thailand. Kids stuff sorted to get shipped to Ireland. Hayley packed in a box. Movers coming for my storage stuff and kids stuff on 11th, then moving Hayley on 15th. All done this time next week. 

And thanks to a couple of you, I got a an offer of an amazing, stunning, beautiful house to rent in Thailand on Ko Samui. I literally had tears in my eyes when I read about it and saw the pictures. 

I’m so extraordinarily exhausted. I cannot believe I’ve made it this far. One hell of a rollercoaster. 

And missed the man like hell today. Have some of his things, a super warm shirt if his I used to wear through all the chemo chills, thick hiking socks for the same. Couldn’t throw them out. And nearly burst into tears. Ffs. Have still never heard from him after his letter and my reply. 

I do wonder will I ever feel rested again.