I got this yesterday to celebrate! 

The upside down emoticon is my favourite, so the placement of this  one means I see it that way all the time. 

It is landing. In fact, it has landed. This part of my life is over – I can close the door and move on now. Yes, I will always be at slightly higher risk, I will always be hyper aware, but then that is the case for anything major that happens in your life.

But I am done with this. 2 years and 4 months later, it is over. 

I honestly hadn’t realised how much I had still been holding my breath. Living life at a frantic pace, feeling like I needed to cram it all in, the driving force being ‘if I were to find out I had cancer again, would I feel I had done it all to the max?’ 

And in constant  preparation for cancer. In so very many ways. 

My world is a lot brighter – a heaviness I hadn’t realised was there has lifted and I feel amazing. I can plan for the future, I can enjoy the here and now

Current plans include moving to Uganda next year and working from there. Let’s see. Endless opportunities